Feb 6 - Every Day Is Exactly The Same

Every Day Is Exactly the Same is not only from With Teeth but it is also its' own Halo - Halo 21. It's the sixth track off With Teeth or Halo 19. This song is about addiction and overcoming it. I love the live drums - And I love that it's Dave Grohl.

 I believe I can see the future
 Because I repeat the same routine
 I think I used to have a purpose
 And then again that might have been a dream
 I think I used to have a voice
 Now I never make a sound
 I just do what I've been told
 I really don't want them to come around
 Oh no

 Every day is exactly the same
 There is no love here and there is no pain
 Every day is exactly the same

 I can feel their eyes are watching
 In case I lose myself again
 Sometimes I think I'm happy here
 Sometimes I still pretend
 I can't remember how this all got started
 But I can tell you —exactly— How it will end

 Every day is exactly the same
 Every day is exactly the same
 There is no love here and there is no pain
 Every day is exactly the same

 I'm writing on a little piece of paper
 I'm hoping someday you might find
 I'll hide it behind something
 They don't look behind
 I am still inside here
 A little bit comes bleeding through
 I wish this could have been any other way
 I just don't know what else I can do

 Every day is exactly the same

Feb 5 - Only

"Only" is the eighth track off With Teeth or Halo 19. It was released as a single in 2005 receiving it's own designation of Halo 20. It's funny how this song sounds like Down In It with the little dot reference. My sister admitted to me that this song was the only reason that she bought With Teeth instead of stealing my CD! I commend her on that one as this is an excellent album!!

    I'm becoming less defined
    As days go by
    Fading away
    (Well you might say)
    I'm losing focus
    Kind of drifting into the abstract
    In terms of how I see myself
    Sometimes I think I can see right through myself
    
    Less concerned about fitting into the world
    Your world, that is
    Because it doesn't really matter
    Anymore
    None of this really matters anymore
    
    Yes I am alone
    But then again I always was
    As far back as I can tell
    I think maybe it's because
    Because you were never real to begin with
    I just made you up
    To hurt myself
    And it worked
    Yes it did
    
    There is no you
    There is only me
    There is no fucking you
    There is only me
    Only
    
    [Pt. 2]
    Well the tiniest little dot caught my eye
    And it turned out to be a scab
    And I had this funny feeling
    Like I just knew it's something bad
    I just couldn't leave alone
    And I kept picking at that scab
    Like it was a doorway trying to seal itself shut
    But I climbed through
    
    And now I'm somewhere I am not supposed to be
    And I can see things I know I really shouldn't see
    Now I know why
    And now I know why
    Things aren't as pretty
    On the inside
    
    There is no fucking you
    There is only me
    Only

I just made you up to hurt myself...

Feb 4 - The Perfect Drug

"The Perfect Drug" is from the Lost Highway Soundtrack. Funny enough I have only seen Lost Highway once. It is also thought that Trent lost interest in this song after trying to play it live as the ending has never worked for him giving the song justice. Personally I like the song, although it's not one of my favorites, I do like it.

    I got my head, but my head is unraveling
    Can't keep control, can't keep track of where it's traveling
    I got my heart but my heart's no good
    And you're the only one that's understood
    I come along but I don't know where you're taking me
    I shouldn't go but you're wrenching, dragging, shaking me
    Turn off the sun, pull the stars from the sky
    The more I give to you, the more I die
    
    And I want you
    You are the perfect drug
    The perfect drug
    The perfect drug
    
    You make me hard when I'm all soft inside
    I see the truth when I'm all stupid-eyed
    The arrow goes straight through my heart
    Without you everything just falls apart
    My blood wants to say hello to you
    My fears want to get inside of you
    My soul is so afraid to realize
    How very little there is left of me
    
    And I want you
    You are the perfect drug
    The perfect drug
    The perfect drug
    
    Take me, with you
    Without you
    Without you everything falls apart
    Without you it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces

Feb 3 - Discipline

"Discipline" is the fourth track off The Slip or Halo 27. Discipline was originally released to radio stations simultaneously on April 22, 2008 at 2:30PM after being mastered just the day before. This was the first single to be released from Halo 27 and was made available as a free download from NIN.com. Every time I hear this song all I want to do is turn it up & dance!

    Am I still tough enough?
    Feels like I’m wearing down
    Is my viciousness
    Losing ground?
    Am I taking too much
    Did I cross a line
    I need my role in this
    Very clearly defined
    I need your discipline
    I need your help
    I need your discipline
    You know once I start I cannot help myself
    
    And now it's starting up
    feels like I'm losing touch
    Nothing matters to me
    Nothing matters as much
    I see you left a mark
    Up and down my skin
    I don't know where I end
    And where you begin
    I need your discipline
    I need your help
    I need your discipline
    You know once I start I cannot help myself
    Once I start I cannot stop myself

I don't know where I end and where you begin.

Feb 2 - The Beginning Of The End

"The beginning Of The End" is the second track off Year Zero or Halo 24. As a matter of fact, I was listening to Jed The Fish's set on KROQ when this came on. This song was then played again the next day then went viral on the web.

    Down on your knees, you'll be left behind
    This is the beginning 
    Watch what you think, they can read your mind
    This is the beginning
    I got my mark, see it in my eyes
    This is the beginning
    My reflection I don't recognize
    This is the beginning
   
    We think we climb so high
    All up the backs we've condemned
    We face our consequence
    This is the beginning of the end
    
    You wait your turn, you'll be last in line
    This is the beginning
    Get out the way, 'cause I'm getting mine
    This is the beginning
    God helps the ones that can help themselves
    This is the beginning
    May be too late as far as I can tell
    This is the beginning
    
    We think we've come so far 
    On all our lies we depend 
    Facing our consequence 
    This is the beginning of the end

God helps the ones that help themselves.

Feb 1 - Heresy

"Heresy" is the third track off of The Downward Spiral or Halo 8. NINwiki states that this song is best described as a scathing attack on religion particularly Western Christianity. Very Nietzschean with the phrase "God is dead". I personally LOVE this song. It's driving beats are hypnotic. I can listen to this song over & over!

    He sewed his eyes shut because he is afraid to see
    He tries to tell me what I put inside of me
    He's got the answers to ease my curiosity
    He dreamed a god up and called it Christianity
    
    Your God is dead and no one cares
    If there is a Hell I will see you there
    
    He flexed his muscles to keep his flock of sheep in line
    He made a virus that would kill off all the swine
    His perfect kingdom of killing, suffering and pain
    Demands devotion atrocities done in his name
    
    Your God is dead and no one cares
    Drowning in his own hypocrisy
    If there is a Hell I will see you there
    Burning with your god in humility
    Will you die for this?

Your God is dead and no one cares.