Jan 2 - Wish

"Wish" is the second song on the Broken album or Halo 5 which came out in 1992. The Broken album was a really cool album as this was the first time I bought a CD that was a paper housing and not a plastic jewel case. It was the tri-fold design and also had a small mini-disc that came with it. I later found out that only the first 200,000 CD's had this and it was a rarity.

I was 21 in 1992 and the lyrics were insane to me...

    This is the first day of my last days
    I built it up now I take it apart climbed up real high now fall down real far
    No need for me to stay the last thing left I just threw it away
    I put my faith in God and my trust in you
    Now there's nothing more fucked up I could do
    
    Wish there was something real wish there was something true
    Wish there was something real in this world full of you
    
    I'm the one without a soul I'm the one with this big fucking hole
    No new tale to tell twenty-six years on my way to Hell
    Gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck fist fuck
    Don't think you're having all the fun
    You know me I hate everyone
    
    Wish there was something real wish there was something true
    Wish there was something real in this world full of you
    
    I want to but I can't turn back
    But I want to


Put my faith in God put my trust in you, Now there's nothing more fucked up I could do
Wish there was something real Wish there was something true

That really shocked me.  I mean... Questioning God?  Wow. That was foreign to me.
But the more I listened to his lyrics and that song, the more I questioned my faith.
Blindly being a little sheeple at 21.  This song woke me up.  Made me realize that
I was a leader and I was not content being sheeple.  I was going to question everything.